ahhh.
and that concludes yet another chapter in my CCA life ><
hahaha.
but today i wrote a lot of things.
okay first.
my phone.
after i heard the results and everything
and we were all outside the room.
some crying, some controlling, some sad.
but for some reason, i was feeling rather strange,
i wrote this:
Amidst the cheers, the cries, the emotions,
i stand, stolid, indifferent.
Regrets of the past serve nothing more than meaningless distractions,
striving to tear apart, to break down all but the strongest.
the past, yes, the past is but what it is: the past.
what can anyone benefit from clinging to what was gone,
to what was but a shadow events past.
for what's gone, i am content.
for what's ahead, i remain anticipative.
as for now, this chapter has closed.
hmm.
strange eh.
then we went for dinner.
and i felt.. weird.
detached, maybe.
i hope noone from band reads this,
but this is wad i wrote:
why do i see myself,
as one apart from the rest.
why can i choose,
to ignore the mindless chatter.
people change, fitting moods,
people change, fitting surroundings.
and all this,
to what end?
To impress, to confide?
to make a friend or something more?
how pride can change people.
envy, jealousy, pride and popularity.
vices and snares threatening to pull us down.
but no.
i stand apart, sanctified.
one will come,
shout fate show mercy.
and till then,
i'd wait, ever so patiently.
ah.
i think i'm lovelorn D:
oh well.
wadeva.
signing off,
LUCAS.
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