walking down the lonely road
far into the silent night
the solitude, the solace of my own quite abode -
the depth of my heart
thinking of what never was,
of what was not meant to be,
with only the pale face of the moon for company.
how i wish i could freeze the picture
to ever traverse in limbo
cares all past, worries far away.
eternal bliss.
ahhh. i've totally lost my flair for this.
it's been way too long.
welll.
today german class ended with weird stuffs
concerning one's will and of poems and such.
i dunno man.
german lessons seem kinda..
idk.
pointless?
yet i know i have much to do before i reach 'A' standard,
which is really pretty far at the moment.
i need some motivation.
i need some inspiration.
life is dreary, but it moves on.
the little i have, i must learn to cherish.
with those around me, with those who appreciate me.
regardless of manner, i believe i still matter to some people.
it's nice to feel appreciated, to feel wanted.
to feel like you belong.
i still long for one who could understand me,
who could connect with me.
one with whom i could express myself freely.
for that,
i will wait.
till then,
praise be to God :)
O Sacrifice of Calvary,
O Lamb whose sacred blood was shed,
O great High Priest on heaven's throne,
O Victor from the dead.
Here I recall your agony
Here see again your blood-stained brow
Beyond the sign of Bread and Wine
I know your presence now
No longer, Saviour, do yo plead
Your glorious sacrifice unique,
Yet Lord, in heaven intercede
While I your mercy seek.
Before your Holy Table laid
I kneel once more in love and peace,
Your Blood and Flesh my soul refresh
With joy that shall not cease.
