it's been a while.

well hello again..
it's been a while huh.
was supposed to change my blog skin soon.
but o well,
harhar. well today i re read the book 'tears of my soul'
well. i chiong-ed it and finished in like, 1-2 hours.
anyways.
it really is qutie touching.
and it really opens one's mind to the sufferings others haave endured.
brings me to thank God for how priviliged i am.
born in such a nice era (relatively)
and of course in such a peaceful country.

but today, something else also happened.
my instructor (band) once again "scolded" us,
informing, or rather reminding us of how bad we are now.
the standard's really terrible.
everytime he says things like that, it makes me worry,
makes me inspired. yet within a few days, i fear the passions flies away.
what is wrong with me? i rlly have to buck up.
plus, the juniors aren't really up to standard. and what,
now i can't depend on the sec 4s to teach them, cause now the sec3s are in leadership and the sec 4s have more or less left.
so problem arises, hopefully our batch can handle it.
go us!

oh ya. another interesting thing happened.
my faather got "robbed"
by the dumbest thief i've heard in my life.
he was on drugs so...
guess it's not that surprising.
but what really amazed me. was what happened when my father prayed
as we closed the day.. we do that everyday.
amazingly, he prayed for the theif, and asked for mercy on him
i was quite inspired.
plus, after the reading "tears of my soul",
it taught me another lesson of forgiveness,
i have to learn!

hahas.
i guess that's enough for one post bahs.
buhbye.