Flowers Fade.

Okay, so.
That was not drawn by Lukas.
Don't worry, he's not a pervert.

&I've no time to talk to him.
Or is it the other way around.
But, hahaha.

Posting randomly est fun. (:

And when the sky was starless in the void of the night
He spoke into the darkness and created the light
Judgment and wrath he poured out on to Sodom
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten that
our God is an awesome God.


What has your attitude towards God been like?
One of my wishes used to be that i wasn't born into a Christian family.
Won't it be, that one's first love would burn brighter, stronger?
i used to feel this way.
Cause familiarity had been a problem, and still is a problem.
our God is an awesome God, really.
but i don't seem to feel that.
yes, i say it. but some sort of numbness have evolved, much.
something has to be done.
i don't wanna drift.
i wan't the desire, the hunger and thirst for the Word of God.
Do i impose the desire?
What has this numbness done?
I hope i can push myself on.
i have to.

pray for me =]


anywayee.
hais.
i think i've drifted from some of my friends.
friends whom i'd used to talk to oh so often, to confide in.
as times pass. people lose touch.
get new friends.
i'm not innocent and i know it.
friends i once considered oh so close have drifted.
fault's on my part, probably.
oh well.
things change people change.
steadfastness?
frivolity?
who really cares nowadays..
i want to,
but i'm but a man.

who am i?

Who Am I?

Who am I? Who are you?
Are you who you are?
Or are you who you are not?
Time and again we strive to please,
strive to move in, to merge with the crowd.
Time and again we put on a mask,
put on a new self, telling ourselves
who we are, or are not.
Confused, torn, schizophrenic, to some extent.
who are we really?
which mask is a mask, and which is not?
where is the real you?
where is the real me?

who am i?
Is it wrong, is it hypocritical, to make a mask who u are?
Is it going against nature?
i believe so.
The human nature presses, pushes, urges one on,
but to what end? To what consequence?
Why can't the mask replace who we are?
Isn't that the application of the only constant?
CHANGE.
this mask of ours, of mine, is it who i am?
does it define my character, my personality, ME?

think on it.
who are you?
do you really know?
can you really say with all honesty?

it's been ages

arh. it's been ages since i posted!
haha.
thanks althea for posting =]
hahas.



well....
today. i went to church =]
actlly, before that, my family went out for a quick breakfast in ang mo kio =]
we all had 2 eggs and toast!
coupled with coffee/ice milo for me =]
haha. i can't stand bitter stuffs.
milk chocolate's been the right way for me =]
hahhas. side track side track.
anyway. afte that i went for morning worship and all.
hah.a after that i went to the beancurd stall and bought a tuna filluette!
then rushed back to church to arrange the chairs!
my class duty today!
not meaning to show off, but i did half the arranging =]
hahahs.
the rest with marvin's and jon's help!
thanks! the other class on duty didn't come thought ^ahem^

after that, mr bros and I (with my bro's girlfrieend) went to watch dark knight!
it was quite an awesome show ^^
hahaha. though i must admit i expected a bit more, maybe after hearing so much about it being so very awesome.
here's the proof i went anyways:


afte that, came home, then went for gospel meeting.
that about concludes my day.
except that now i'm supposed to be doing my maths assignment,which was to be handed in yesterday, which everyone so conveniently forgot.
oh well.
hais.

i'm getting worried about my Oral Defense coming in week8, friday.
this week's week7, for those who don't keep count.
i've been getting random inspirations about my speech.
i'll just see how it goes.
my one chance to impress! hope i do it well.

hais.
i've been pondering on some stuffs.
i hate going for morning assembly.
it's really pointless, as far as i'm concerned.
as in like, wake up half an hour earlier to listen to some announcement that don't have anything to do with me, and even if they are, why that time of the day?
just a posting on the internet would be much more convenient.
as for prize presentations, oh well, nothing much i can say about that.
i mean, i no longer want to rush to school, i would prefer to take my time and stroll down to school.
now that i live a 15-min-walk away. always end up pretty sweaty before i even enter school though.

i need to read more too, both books and the bible.
i wish i hungered more. computer games are probably getting in the way.
but i plan to stop soon, and i hope i do.
lol. after i rebirth a few more times on maplestory private server lol.
anyways.
that's the end of a really long and boring post.






cheers,
LuCas.